Running Free

So I've finally seen it again.  Happiness.  I grew the nerve and the will to fix all of my mistakes, and right now, I've found for the first time in my life to have no regrets.  I've found that the one thing holding me back is the remorse that I hold for my mistakes, so I'm done with it.  This summer, I've made a goal for myself: I'm going to get as many friends as possible, and not the fake friends that are pretty much transparent in your life, but real friends that I talk to and share with, and I'm finally going to open up.  I think this may be the best decision of my life, because I'm finally going to make sure I'm not a ball of rage and hate that I've held inside for years now.  I'm going to take a grip of my own life and take myself where I want to be.  I hope that I can inspire just one person maybe in the same place that I was, to see the revelation I did, so that they can find happiness.  Cause in the end, it really just is as simple as that.  White balloons to the sky of doom, take me away

The new beginning

I can't lie, I fuck up a lot in life.  If anything can go wrong, I'll bombshell it and make sure you never expect it.  With a guilty conscience with it, it's not a very fun lifestyle.  To anyone who happens to read this, remember, mistakes happen.  Right now, I'm trying to go back and fix the mistakes I've caused in my life, and forgive the ones made to me.  It's never too late.  The people you come back to, that you fix your wrongs, and the ones that you forgive, and don't hold it against them, they usually turn out to be your best friends.  This is for the hurt and the problematic, the ones who want to do nothing but fix, but fall short.  Go out there and do it, don't think too much, just get over the pride and the fear and heal the pain.  Hold your white balloons to this sky of doom, fight the doomsday to one day find happiness again.

Anthony out